Well, I'm not usually at liberty to say on forums, however niche and obscure, but as I said before we know much about you and your aspirations for quite some time. Some of the suits above me are starting to pay attention to your otherwise harmless triflings with reality and fear they may eventually lead to conclusions that...well, let us just say you are better off not realizing.
Without giving away too much, one of those things happens to be the realization that what other people refer to as your insanity is in fact their insanity for not realizing the new intellectual and cognitive ground you are breaking. Don't worry it happens all the time without much incident. Well, usually anyway (I'm not going to get into the Einstein incident as that has taken years to smooth out enough so that the impact of his 'contributions' did not choke society. Sad how that had to end though...).
Anyway, my advice is when your understanding breaks through enough to be totally compliant and do not rebel when they come for you. If you play it right you'll become one of us and so much more will be revealed to you at the expense of a bit of freedom and of course a lot of responsibility to help keep the masses...docile, but it really is better than the alternative.
With any luck you'll get past junior grade within usually 8 - 14 months if you keep your nose to the grindstone and impress the suits, and after about 6 years you can get up to Initiate Class 4 like me and get to work with real life "Truthers", "Abductees", and "Doomsdayers" instead of theoretical and prep work stuff - I hear the paperwork is abysmal. Way more fun and fulfilling at this level but anyway...
I'm supposed to discourage you with facts and stuff about what you're doing but sometimes I think it's just best to get you fast-tracked through. Some of my best colleagues are former nutters so who knows, we may be trading freak stories by the water cooler some day!
Cheers!